Be strong my dear

My special writing for my special friend. u know who u are and i know u will read this piece of my writing
For not be a able to calm u down I'm so sorry For not be able to be beside u when u are in tears I'm so sorry To can't be beside u to hear your sorrow I'm so sorry
Only Allah knows how break my heart it is when i know i can't do anything for u Only Allah knows how hurt my heart it is when i know the tears coming down ur face
N for the first time i can't find the right words and right sentences for calm u down for that i'm really sorry
Last time we promised. I promised To be beside u to hear your sadness like u did for me before when happiness can't find me To find the right words to calm n cheer u up like u did to me before when i failed to know what smile it is To hold your hands n said its okay ALLAH still loves u like u did to me before when myself started to blame HIM
I tried my best to do all the things but finally in the end everything is failed. n for that reasons i do blame myself and i'm so sorry.. But here is my words
Allah never ever let us down. He will never ever let us alone in the dark Allah never promise that life will be easy But He do promise that He will be with us in every steps in our life
I know.  Today will be hard,  Tomorrow will be hardest. But do remember. the rain n dark which covered the sky will finally let the sun to bring its shine just exactly like our day, ALLAH gives us 1001 reasons to cry but He also gives us 1001 reasons to smileSo keep smiling. as He always watching.