Saturday 31 May 2014

"Amount"


as a human. as a normal human
there always be a time when we did not satisfied with what we have
we start complaining about 1001 stuffs in our life.
feeling that what we get is the lowest. the other persons is better
n from that we start blaming. to all people around us. and sometimes to HIM

then. what should we do?
be GRATEFUL
ALLAH already give everything to us.
but maybe not in the way that we want
not in the portion that we ask
but, still the "amount" will be the same
how about us?
did we give HIM the same "amount" HE should get from us?
ask ourself.
answer ourself.

Ya ALLAH, ikhlaskan hatiku. tetapkan imanku. tetapkan niatku.
disebalik doa, keikhlasanlah yang ku pohon
kerana ku tahu.
tiap langkahkah, tiap ibadahku, tiap amalanku.
tanpa keikhlasan,
ibarat mencurah air ke daun keladi.
tiada kesannya. di hatiku. di tempat Mu
dan aku tetap berada di tempat sama.
bantu aku ya ALLAH.
bantu mereka ya ALLAH.
sesungguhnya tiap langkahku
selalunya mereka akan meninggalkan kesan
agar diriku bertambah baik dari sehari ke sehari.
jadikan aku dia n mereka. hamba-hambaMu yang senantiasa bersyukur
agar tiap langkah, ibadah n amalan kami
senantiasa mendapat redha Mu ya ALLAH..



Friday 23 May 2014

i'm soo sorry



complicated feelings of mine,
that is who i am.
kadang2 betul dalam percakapan kita kena hati2.
sebab tanpa sedar adakalnya ia melukai walaupun ia bukanlah niat di hati.
for those who involved.

i'm so sorry..
even how much i wish i did not hurt anybody, but still i kept repeating my mistake.
i'm so sorry
when without me n myself realize i kept make people touched n hurt with what i'm doing.
but please. understand me. as a human sometimes i cant help it.
my emotions controlled myself more than i can controlled it.
i'm so sorry..
sometimes i make decision without thinking because maybe thinking too much make it more difficult.
i'm so sorry
when sometime i do something that is no one can predicted.
but trust me, most of the time my decisions. my steps. my choices.
i have another reasons behind it.
for what reasons i'm doing it.
which sometimes i cant tell what is it
which sometimes i did not want to put too much hope on it
n which sometimes i just like making surprise.

rasa sedih n syahdu bila fikir tadi dah kelas terakhir. 
kelas terakhir untuk degree bpharm ni
n mungkin kelas terakhir sampai bila2 la kot.
master? not in my mind for now.
sweetness, sourness, bitterness n etc during these 4 years.
teach me a lot.
which maybe become the best memories in my life.

u dont need 1000 pictures in ur hand to remember all the memories when u already have 1 in ur heart.

with love:
iza_raskitar
22 may 2014
Saturday 17 May 2014

Things i want to ask


if there are something that i can ask for.
2 things that i need:
1. please do not treat me like someone else different. treat me like who i am. i am the same person, yesterday today n insyaALLAH tomorrow. so, please do not treat me like this
2. please do not be there for me. be there with me. it will be different. i dont need people to be there for something. i just need people to be there with me, so that we can do something together. 

#finalsem #finalyear #bpharm #usm #studentslifeendsoon
Sunday 11 May 2014

Medicine?me?no?




Yesss. I am the laziest person when it comes to take the medicine. (Wlaupun rasa macam banyak benda lagi aku malas). Pharmacist ke tak itu belakang kira.. Gituuu..
I hate to take the medicine. Thats the fact. It was a good thing when people can 'force' me to take it without me willing to do that. (Sebab kadang2 memang dah sakit yang tak tertahan tu, atau takut makin teruk)
Even my parents will choose to see me take the medicine in front of them because they absolutely do not trust me when it comes about taking the medicine. Haha!!!
Please do not feel weird why i am choosing this course even me myself was the worse person with compliance. Pandai nasihat, buat takkk,,, gagaga
Saturday 3 May 2014

I have tried!


i tried. seriously i tried.
even i felt that its useless. nothing different. nothing changes.
but most important things i have tried right?
*tears falling down*
ya ALLAH..
for now.for this time.
i think this is one of my biggest challenge that u have given to me.
even i do not know what will happen in future.
i just want one thing ya ALLAH..
everything will be 'easier' for me..
even itz actually hurt and breaks my heart soo much. deep inside.

"HE never promise that life would be easy, but HE promise to go through with you. in every steps in my life"

akan tiba satu masa nanti,kita cuba melihat kehadapan.
memberi harapan pada diri sendiri.
memberi keyakinan pada diri sendiri.
meskipun terdapat seribu rintangan yang melanda.
masih terdapat satu jalan yang bebas dr rintangan
meskipun satu dunia memandang sebaliknya
masih terdapat seseorang yang memandang kebenarannya.

ya ALLAH jika benar kata2 itu pengungkap rasa
berikan aku kekuatan untuk mencari kata2 itu.
agar dapat aku bisikkan apakah sebenarnya yang terjadi
tetapi aku tau ya ALLAH..
meski sehebat mana kata2 itu
meski seindah mana puisi itu.
tiada satu pun dapat mengungkap apakah sebenarnya yang terungkap hati

KAU memahami ya ALLAH
KAU Maha Mengetahui.
sedikit masa saja lagi ya ALLAH. kuatkan aku..
jadikan hatiku cekal secekal hati yang pernah KAU pinjamkan dahulu
agar aku tidah jatuh sebelum ke garisan penamat.

:( :( :(

 

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