Day 7- Prepare Standard

mesin masih rosak..

=(

tapi dah dapat way baru..

guna mesin orang lain waktu orang lain rehat.

jadi, orang rehat saya kerja.

orang kerja saya rehat.

tak pe la asalkan siap kan.. *senyum balik*

heee..

akhirnya prepare standards.

oh, lupa. juga prepare untuk meeting n presentation esok.

kena involve jugak.

at least get a new experience.

mana tau kot masa depan i will be there also.

insyaALLAH..

nervous... nervous.. nervous..

heeee

Day 6- Broken? Again?

semua dah ready..

dengan kata lain kalau nak buat kek semua bahan dah beli.

tinggal nak buat je.

enzyme dah prepare. buffer dah buat. 

tapi machine pulak rosak.

alahai machine. saya rasa macam nak kiss je awak bagi baik semula.

jangan la sakit. awak tak kesian kat saya ke?

*muka kesian* 

cepat2 la sembuh.. plizzzz...

guna alternative.

try pinjam mesin orang lain.

masalahnya fully booked pulak.

sedih.. bad luck untuk kali ni..

huhuhuh...

p/s: to my lovely machine, please get well as soon as possible. *innocentface*

Day 5- A weird moment

tengok hasil semalam

masih sama..

:'(

jumpa incik boss, tanya..

how.. n how.. n how..

use dimessol..

okay..

 tapi masalahnya, dia bagi cadangan, dah dapat approve tak nak guna pulak..

*konpius*

dapat gambaran what should i do..

what should i finish up in 2 sem.

n what should be in my report.

hmmmm..

tapi nampaknya tambah lagi satu kerja..

kena buat standard dulu..

lulus standard baru continue..

oh, myyy..

alaaa.. baru ingat nak balik awal.

=(

makin weird bila orang yang bagi arahan tanya balik benda yang dia arah?

eh, awak bagitau saya petang mana mungkin saya buat pagi sebelum tu kan?

macam2.. makin pening..

think positive. orang tu tengah pening. heeeee...

eh, awak. awak yang suruh saya pergi jumpa orang tu n awak nampak saya pergi jumpa kan?

macam mana bleh tanya dia datang ke sini ke saya yang ke sana.

haisyhhh...

gelak tak habis kat bilik. mungkin penat kot. tak pun awkward kannn...

heeeeee..

=)

Hyperthyroidism

Hyperthyroidism is a state where your thyroid gland makes too much of thyroid hormone. Or in the other words, this condition is called "overeactive hormone. Thyroid gland is located in the front of the neck just below the voice box. It was an important organ of the endocrine system as it produces the hormone thyroxine (T4) and triiodothyronine (T3), which control the way every cell in the body uses energy. this process is called metabolism which how your body turns food in energy. At the same time, it also affects the heart, muscles, bones. and cholesterol.

CAUSES
The most causes of hyperthyroidim is Grave's disease. In Grave's disease, the body's natural defense (immune system) attacks the thyroid gland. So, to fight back, the thyroid will make too much of thyroid hormone.
But there are also other diseases and conditions that can cause this problem including getting too much of iodine, inflammation (thyroiditis) of the thyroid due to viral infections or other causes, noncancerous growths of the thyroid gland or pituitary gland, some tumors of the testes or ovaries or when taking large amount of thyroid hormone.

RISK & SYMPTOMS
Having too much of hyroid hormone can make a lot of things in the body to speed up. A person may lose weight quickly, have a fast heartbeat, sweat a lot or feel nervous and moody.

The other symptoms:

• Difficulty concentrating
• Fatigue
• Frequent bowel movements
• Goiter (visibly enlarged thyroid gland) or thyroid nodules
• Heat intolerance
• Increased appetite
• Increased sweating
• Irregular menstrual periods in women
• Nervousness
• Restlessness
• Weight loss (rarely, weight gain)

Other symptoms that can occur with this disease:

• Breast development in men
• Clammy skin
• Diarrhea
• Hair loss
• Hand tremor
• High blood pressure
• Itching - overall
• Lack of menstrual periods in women
• Nausea and vomiting
• Pounding, rapid, or irregular pulse
• Protruding eyes (exophthalmos)
• Rapid, forceful, or irregular heartbeat (palpitations)
• Skin blushing or flushing
• Sleeping difficulty
• Weakness

Hyperthyroidism is easily treated. With the treatment, a person can have a healthy life. But, without the treatment, hyperthyroidism can lead to serious heart problems, bone problems and a dangerous condition called thyroid storm

EXAMS & TESTS

The doctor will ask about the symptoms and do a physical examination. physical examination may reveal high systolic pressure, hyperactive reflexes, increased heart rate, thyroid enlargement and tremor.

Besides that, a blood test is done to see how much thyroid hormone the body is making. The blood tests will measyre the levels of thyroid hormones that are TSH(thyroid stimulating hormone) which usually will be low in this condition, and T3&T4 (suppose to be high for hyperthyroidism)

This disease will effect the result of the cholesterol test, glucose test and radioactive iodine uptake.

TREATMENT

Treatment depends on the cause and the severity of symptoms. Radioactive iodine and antithyroid medicine are the treatments doctor use most often. The best treatment will be depend on a number of things, including age. Some people need more than one kind of treatment. 

Radioactive iodine is the most common treatment. Most people are cured after taking one dose. It will destroy part of the thyroid gland, but it is not harm any parts of the body. 

Antithyroid medicine works best if the symptoms are mild. These pills do not damage the thyroid gland. But, they do not always work, and it have to be taken at the same time every day. If they stop working, need to try radioactive iodine

If the thyroid must be removed with surgery or destroyed with radiation, thyroid hormone replacement pills must be taken for the rest of the life.


REFERENCES:

1.  Nnlm.nih.gov (2002) Hyperthyroidism: MedlinePlus Medical Encyclopedia. [online] Available at:    http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/000356.htm [Accessed: 29 Jan 2013].
2.  Nlm.nih.gov (2002) Hyperthyroidism: MedlinePlus Medical Encyclopedia. [online] Available at: http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/000356.htm [Accessed: 29 Jan 2013].

Day 4(2)- This is the starting

Day 4 siri 2..

boleh kata macam tu la kot. sebab day 4 aritu tak ada apa2 kan.

boleh kategorikan yang ini permulaan..

ahaks.

dah 4 ari arini baru mula. buat macam mana kan..

belajar calculation n boleh mula nampak 'benda' yang akan digunakan.

kuantiti? ok sangat sikit la kan.

belajar menghargai, walaupun setitik ia amatlah berharga.

heee..

all compounds are dissolved.

some take time n some not.

n ada juga yang tak bagi keputusan yang dimahukan. 

hmmm..

sampai petang buat semua tu.

tapi tak semua pulak dissolve..

:'(

sonicating. only some give positive result.

how? how? how?

dah lewat petang. jadi. 

kerja bersambung ke episod seterusnya..

Day 4- Maulidur Rasul

salam Maulidur Rasul..

may ALLAH always with us.

insyaALLAH..

same.. same.. n same..

hari ni public holiday okay..

ok, i'm new..

inilah masalahnya bila jadual tak sama.

n pabila effective communication sekali lagi masuk fasa--> GAGAL!

satu pihak datang.. satu pihak balik..

BUT..

itz not my fault okay..

i donno.. *innocent face*

jadi petangnya sama macam hari semalam.

practice.. practice.. n practice..

samapai macam nak muntah. 

ahaks...

3 hari cuti.

will be continue on monday..

see u on monday..

tapi bukan isnin tu masih cuti ke???

grrrrrr...

quote for today:

If the problem can be solved. no need to worry about it..

If the problem cannot be solved, what is the use of worrying..

=.='

KATA1: dear mum.. finally i got that! ahaks. with love-->ur daughter

Day 3- Practice n practice

hari ketiga...

pagi tu mula2 macam nak lalui hidup yang penuh dengan kebosanan n kesunyian.

sangat. sampaikan rasa ajaib bila ada insan yang mahu berbicara.

ahaks. ok, stop ayat novella.

petang tu belajar n practice..

micro.. micro.. n micro..

pipette.. n plate..

practice make perfect.

sekala buat pun dah dekat sejam. sebab nak careful tahap petala kelapan punya.

nak jugak benda tu jadi perfect.

tapi akhirnya sampai pukul 6 pun tetap kena geleng jugak.

geleng tu maksudnya performance tetap teruk la tu..

>.<

dah tak mampu sambung, capai beg n balik.

sebab? perut dah lapar. dah tak boleh fokus.

ok, alasan sangat. 

arahan pertama untuk hari ni: esok sambung practice.

dat the first thing that i have to do!

n also briefing on what will happen n what we will do together..

like together.. haha..

(jika tak faham sila abaikan)

kerja sikit, tapi penat banyak. apakah?

'apa yang kamu belajar selama tiga tahun ni'?

ok, soalan yang selalu saya tanya diri sendiri. masalahnya hari ni keluar dari mulut orang lain.

ok, nak sorok muka dalam peti ais.. waaaaaaaaaa...

sebelum tu. pagi tu ambik darah.. n again n again.. sejarah berulamg. dah tu dua2 tangan kena suntik. ok fine.

lepas ni kena jadi atlit la supaya nampak n keluar semua urat2 tu.. grrrrrrr...

hectic day n now i'm soooo sleepyyy...

jeling jam baru pukul 9.. oh, awal lagi? sambung movie. ahaks =)

KATA 1: betulkah bila ambik darah lelaki lagi efisien dari perempuan. tapi bukan perempuan ke lagi lembut? *konpius*

KATA 2: misi mencari buah naga. setiap hari kena leter. tapi dimanakah lagi anakanda mu ini hendak mencarinya wahai bonda. *muka innocent*.. siapa ada tolong derma kepada saya. ok, cukup merepek.

=P

Day 2- break the walls

ok, dah masuk second day,,

heuw,,, heuwww...

rasa boleh kata sama macam semalam kot.

masih dalam phase introduction

tapi kali ni ber'intro' dengan alat-alat pulak..

cleaning n a bit briefing about the apparatus..

mana nak ambik benda ni. apa patut buat n apa yang 'kita' akan buat.

belajar balik apa tu dilution n how to make it.

seriously otak kosong gila.

apa yang saya belajar 2 tahun setengah ni..

'blurrr' mood---> activated

communication problem a dah solve sikit kot. Alhamdulillah..

dah tukar bahasa sikit.. heeee.. =)

n finally the best thing i think i already make a friend..

(because i assume when a person already have a nice conversation with me, so they are my friend)

weeeeeeee..

dapat kunci n the other things that i needed to continue my life (eh, yeke?)

n settle a few documents.

the work continue tomorrow.

sebelum balik dapat makan lagi.. =)

insyaALLAH, this will better soon...

nak tahan sebulan niii..

plizzz.. pliz... plizz..

i know i can do it.

insyaALLAH..

KATA 1: my parents here.. berleter for 'that' things. ahaks. nak buat macam mana. saya pun tak mintak jadi macam tu =.=' berbakul2 nasihat (plus leteran sebenarnya tu).. i'll be fine mum. a good  future pharmacist is the one that can take care of herself. haha.. yeke. >.<

KATA 2: esok blood test. hope everything well.. =)

Day 1-an introduction

the journey is started today.

seriously rasa macam agak. ok bukan agak. sangat susah.

sesekali terdetik kenapalah pilih benda ni.

but i choose that before.

n i will continue it.

dats my promise. =)

dapat penerangan sikit-sikit on what is going on and how to do..

n bincang jugak tentang masa n sebagainya..

what to do if failed. backup plan n bla.. bla.. bla..

it will be another backup plan if everything not going well.. insyaALLAH..

because time very limited.

buat sekarang ni, buat mana yang termampu.. 

tapi sekarang nampak dah...

dimanakah harus berada sepanjang ni.. huhuhuh..

n now i realize communication problems limit everything..

bak kata dr.Azmi..

failed in effective communication..

dats why u have to learn how to communicate..

ahaks.

.2013. this is the starting

selamat tahun baru 2013..

hepy new year 2013..

ok, dah lambat. dah tak ada orang nak wish.

tapi still dalam bulan januari kan?

the first month of this year..

so, my wish is still valid. 

ahaks. ikut suka hati je.. >.<

azam.. azam.. azam..

azam tahun lepas dah tutup buku..

before tu checklist mana tercapai n mana tak..

*yang saya punya seriously jangan tanya mana yang capai n mana yang tak*

hehehehe..

sebab, everyday i have a new list of my azam

ok, tipu. lupakan..

azam 2013.. insyaALLAH.. <3

in term of 'ROHANI'

1. perbanyakkan 'dating' bersama DIA.

2. banyakkan membaca surat2 cinta dariNya. (mungkin boleh tambahkan khatam kitab cinta tu kan)

3. sentiasa awal dalam memenuhi janji bertemu dengannya (kita sentiasa mahukan sesuatu berlaku cepat pada masanya. nikmat dan pertolongan datang secepat yang mungkin tapi adakah kita secepat mungkin menunaikan janji menunaikan ibadah padaNya apabila telah tiba masanya. muhasabah diri. )

4. more protect yourself. be a good n better muslimah than yesterday. <3

in term of 'FAMILIA'

1. be a good daughter for my parents, a good sister to my elder sister n younger brother (dah baik kot selama ni, tapi nak up skit. ahaks. over perasan gila)

2. always be there for my familia whener they need me

3. mission to make the always smile. familia the first priority

4. fullfill my promise to my parents (what it is? secreto de amor. ahaks)

5. jaga maruah diri keluarga. nama baik diri n keluarga..

in term of 'AKADEMIA'

1. give more more more n more effort for my studies.

2. never give up. try my best n insyaALLAH HE will settle the rest. =)

3. continue to make sure 'my journey' succeed n reach the final destination.

4. minimize the stress. already know what the bad effect from that.

5. practicing myself to be a good pharmacist in future!

yang tu je kot untuk kali ni. yang simple mimple tu simpan dalam hati n fikiran je la. hahaha..

i have learnt a thousand of things from the previous years.

i know that ALLAH already choose for me the best path n i just have to go through it with HIM. always remember that HE already there to help me up. n when i failed, HE make me that so in future when i success i know the truth value of it. 

i will never regret with every sadness, bitterness n difficulties in life that i have to face it.

why?

because i learnt how to be strong

i learnt to live by myself without depends on the others

i learnt how to be patient when the world against me

n i also learnt how to smile when i was hurt by other people.

n all of that are great experience for me. seriously it was. =)

thank you ALLAH for this memories.

alhamdulillah for everything that happened to me.

n insyaALLAH today will be better from yesterday for the brighter tomorrow..

=)

<3