Day 2- break the walls

ok, dah masuk second day,,

heuw,,, heuwww...

rasa boleh kata sama macam semalam kot.

masih dalam phase introduction

tapi kali ni ber'intro' dengan alat-alat pulak..

cleaning n a bit briefing about the apparatus..

mana nak ambik benda ni. apa patut buat n apa yang 'kita' akan buat.

belajar balik apa tu dilution n how to make it.

seriously otak kosong gila.

apa yang saya belajar 2 tahun setengah ni..

'blurrr' mood---> activated

communication problem a dah solve sikit kot. Alhamdulillah..

dah tukar bahasa sikit.. heeee.. =)

n finally the best thing i think i already make a friend..

(because i assume when a person already have a nice conversation with me, so they are my friend)

weeeeeeee..

dapat kunci n the other things that i needed to continue my life (eh, yeke?)

n settle a few documents.

the work continue tomorrow.

sebelum balik dapat makan lagi.. =)

insyaALLAH, this will better soon...

nak tahan sebulan niii..

plizzz.. pliz... plizz..

i know i can do it.

insyaALLAH..

KATA 1: my parents here.. berleter for 'that' things. ahaks. nak buat macam mana. saya pun tak mintak jadi macam tu =.=' berbakul2 nasihat (plus leteran sebenarnya tu).. i'll be fine mum. a good  future pharmacist is the one that can take care of herself. haha.. yeke. >.<

KATA 2: esok blood test. hope everything well.. =)

Day 1-an introduction

the journey is started today.

seriously rasa macam agak. ok bukan agak. sangat susah.

sesekali terdetik kenapalah pilih benda ni.

but i choose that before.

n i will continue it.

dats my promise. =)

dapat penerangan sikit-sikit on what is going on and how to do..

n bincang jugak tentang masa n sebagainya..

what to do if failed. backup plan n bla.. bla.. bla..

it will be another backup plan if everything not going well.. insyaALLAH..

because time very limited.

buat sekarang ni, buat mana yang termampu.. 

tapi sekarang nampak dah...

dimanakah harus berada sepanjang ni.. huhuhuh..

n now i realize communication problems limit everything..

bak kata dr.Azmi..

failed in effective communication..

dats why u have to learn how to communicate..

ahaks.

.2013. this is the starting

selamat tahun baru 2013..

hepy new year 2013..

ok, dah lambat. dah tak ada orang nak wish.

tapi still dalam bulan januari kan?

the first month of this year..

so, my wish is still valid. 

ahaks. ikut suka hati je.. >.<

azam.. azam.. azam..

azam tahun lepas dah tutup buku..

before tu checklist mana tercapai n mana tak..

*yang saya punya seriously jangan tanya mana yang capai n mana yang tak*

hehehehe..

sebab, everyday i have a new list of my azam

ok, tipu. lupakan..

azam 2013.. insyaALLAH.. <3

in term of 'ROHANI'

1. perbanyakkan 'dating' bersama DIA.

2. banyakkan membaca surat2 cinta dariNya. (mungkin boleh tambahkan khatam kitab cinta tu kan)

3. sentiasa awal dalam memenuhi janji bertemu dengannya (kita sentiasa mahukan sesuatu berlaku cepat pada masanya. nikmat dan pertolongan datang secepat yang mungkin tapi adakah kita secepat mungkin menunaikan janji menunaikan ibadah padaNya apabila telah tiba masanya. muhasabah diri. )

4. more protect yourself. be a good n better muslimah than yesterday. <3

in term of 'FAMILIA'

1. be a good daughter for my parents, a good sister to my elder sister n younger brother (dah baik kot selama ni, tapi nak up skit. ahaks. over perasan gila)

2. always be there for my familia whener they need me

3. mission to make the always smile. familia the first priority

4. fullfill my promise to my parents (what it is? secreto de amor. ahaks)

5. jaga maruah diri keluarga. nama baik diri n keluarga..

in term of 'AKADEMIA'

1. give more more more n more effort for my studies.

2. never give up. try my best n insyaALLAH HE will settle the rest. =)

3. continue to make sure 'my journey' succeed n reach the final destination.

4. minimize the stress. already know what the bad effect from that.

5. practicing myself to be a good pharmacist in future!

yang tu je kot untuk kali ni. yang simple mimple tu simpan dalam hati n fikiran je la. hahaha..

i have learnt a thousand of things from the previous years.

i know that ALLAH already choose for me the best path n i just have to go through it with HIM. always remember that HE already there to help me up. n when i failed, HE make me that so in future when i success i know the truth value of it. 

i will never regret with every sadness, bitterness n difficulties in life that i have to face it.

why?

because i learnt how to be strong

i learnt to live by myself without depends on the others

i learnt how to be patient when the world against me

n i also learnt how to smile when i was hurt by other people.

n all of that are great experience for me. seriously it was. =)

thank you ALLAH for this memories.

alhamdulillah for everything that happened to me.

n insyaALLAH today will be better from yesterday for the brighter tomorrow..

=)

<3

Sometimes

sometimes i don't wish a thousand of beautiful memories..

i'm not demand too precious moment happen in my life..

what i wish n need

is a memory that can reach deep in my heart,,

that can touched me the most.

being independent person surely is the most valuable things that a person can do.

depend just on yourself and not to the other make u sometimes proud on yourself.

but at the same time, actually it hurts u at most.

why?

because of that u have very less memory to keep in ur heart.

u forgot how is the feel when 'accept' something from anyone.

u forgot how to get help from the other people.

n u fail to let everyone know what is the thing that u need the most..

n what memories that u wish to keep for the rest of urlife.

sometimes a 'heartless' person can be a very sensitive person in the world.

why?

because they have give up to make the others realize deep in their heart, 

they still waiting for that 'memories'

memories that can touched their heart.

even it already happen for a long time..

n also waiting for 'something'..

that they can appreciate more than it's value..

Engagement Kak Nani

special dedication okay..

heeeee...

congratez kak nani sempena pertunangan..

dengan ini saya memohon maaf sepuluh jari kerana tidak dapat hadir..

huhuhuhuh..

dilema waktu study week memang macam ni..

nanti kenduri kawen saya datang okay.. insyaALLAH..

sila jangan buat kenduri waktu2 kritis macam ni.

ahaks.

sukaaaa warnaaaa bajuuu...

ok, excited sangat...

sedih tak dapat datang.. uhukkksss..

may ALLAH bless u always, sis..

semoga cepat2 ke jinjang pelamin yerrr...

heeeeeeee

*sangat nak sembunyi gambar 'cik abang'. tetap tak dapat curi gambar. sangat kecewa. haha*

For miss Grace

semester ini semester paling banyak makan kek.

hehehe..

hari terakhir and kelas terakhir dengan miss Grace (english-lsp300)

heee...

ucapan joe:

we are very sorry being soo naughty, come late.

for all our mistakes..

heeeeeeee...

<3 <3 <3

partiessss in a day..

pabila birthday dekat2 ni memang sangat best la kan.

sambut sekali..

all the saujanarian's (yang batch sekali) semua birthday bulan 12..

wuuuuu...

memang rancang ke apa..

heeeeee

yang buah n kek beli. yang spaghetti masak sendiri ok..

sangat melanggar peraturan..

hahahahah..

tapi sangat best n opkos sangat sedap..

ok, puji diri sendiri..

barang2 semua pinjam, jadi nak serang nk rampas barang tak ada la yer..

heeeee

credit untuk tuan punya barang..

TQ semua.. sayang semua sangat2..

cc: mira, jujun, tika, anis(my twin), iena, n wanie..

terasa sedih sebab tinggal saya je yang 4th year courses. 

semua dah final year..

uhuhuhuh..

am i will have this party anymore?

will miss the moment.. absolutely... =)

and kebetulan. hepy besday romate sayang.. 

terima kasih untuk 3 tahun ini, heeeee.. <3

ok, hari makan banyak sedunia. 2 party dalam satu malam. tiada diet untuk hari ini..

heeeee

TQ semua.. <3

the best presentation

last presentation untuk semester 5. 

Alhamdulillah.. for everything..

tapi inilah presentation yang paling hebat bagi kami..

a very2 sweet memory as a pharmacy student..

=)

TQ prof yuen..

u open our eyes that being a pharmacy student not just a life with books and labs, tests, n etc..

not just about viruses, bacteria, antibiotics, anatomy, physiology,.... n bla.. bla.. bla...

u make us realize that we must take 'some' of our precious time to be happy being a student.

at least. enjoy the university's life..

terpaksa akui, menjadi pelajar farmasi membuatkan kadang2 kami lupa yang kami masih punya sesuatu selain dari life yang sangat 'hectic' ni.. 

hmmmm..

dan masa ni jugak, macam dapat lihat

we are actually real 'pharmily'

=)

credit to the singers. guitarians.. 

ainaa, joanne, raymond and kok lun.

u are the best..

cc: ainaa lepas ni bleh daftar pharm idol. heeeee

last song.. dedicated to prof yuen. nyanyi ramai2 okay. semua ada sumbang suara, haha..

prof sangat touch. siap remind dia nak video yang kami rakam tu.. heeee

ok, memandangkan zaman dah canggih. semua pakat2 upload gambar dalam instagram je. jadi, mampu print screen je la. heeee

TQ prof yuen. we all love u.. <3

serius ni budak pharm usm? tak ada siapa akan percaya. heeeee

TQ semua...

a present@a memory@21th besday

sometimes a piece of memory can be the best present in ur life. <3

even tak balik, family datang penang..

ok, sangat manja.. ada kesah? heeeee

1 day outing.. keluar sakan..

1st place:

last day okay.. excited sangat nak pergi.. even jalan pun tak tau.. 

nama je dah stay penang dekat 3 tahun.. apa tau?

harap maklum, saya hanya tumpang orang je selalu atau naik public..

so, memang tak ingat jalan la.. hehehe

thanks to my daddy yang sabar dengan karenah saya yang mencari jalan..

ok, i am not good dalam bab jalan2 ni. akui.. *angguk 10x*

tapi, akhirnya jumapa gakkk.. heeeee..

tak sempat tangkap gambar dalam tu. lupa fon letak mana. heeeee

tapi memang besarla. banyak buku chinese.

malay n english boleh tahan.. harga buku melayu tak jatuh melambung sangat *kecewa*

hahaha..

tak dapat beli novel.

english je.. n sometimes memang ada yang harga jatuh gila2.

finally.. my ole2 dari sana..

2nd place:

pesta penang. =)

even dah naik.. nak naik jugak lagi benda2 ni. masa ni tak ramai. so, tak beratur panjang sangat. =)

stay situ sampai nak tutup pesta tu. sampai my mum perli, dah habis lawat setiap gerai ke? hahaha..

just because sometimes i wish that the day will not come to end..

uhuhuhuhukk...

ok, homesick sudah..

wanna go home..

a visit to KMPerlis

rancangan untuk balik minggu ni akhirnya terbantut..

waaaaaa...

kerja masih berlambak ada hati nak balik lagi la kan..

ok, fineee...

atas sebab2 tertentu lawatan ke kolej matrikulasi perlis ditangguh ke minggu ini (sebab sepatutnya minggu lepas dah pergi)

ada 3 kolej sepatutnya. pulau pinang, kedah n perlis..

dengan bangganya nak pergi jugak jauh2..

perlis..

grrrrrrrrr..

hahaha..

atas sebab2 tak dapat dielakkan, hanya program ke matrik perlis berjalan..

lagi 2 matrik tu terpaksa batalkan..

sebab? hmm another long story. i guesss...

Pameran dan Pemeriksaan kesihatan..

tu nama tajuk program tu. tapi sebenarnya lebih kepada nak berkempen.

kempen supaya adik2 tu akan pilih course farmasi n usm masa pilih UPU nanti..

erk? dah la bertugas untuk jumpa adik2 tu sesi petang sebab pagi masuk bertugas klinikal.

memang tak la kan. dalam hati "adik, jangan masuk usm,dik. derita nanti"

hahahahahaha

*semoga dr.nornisah tidak melihat post saya ini..*

oh, masa ni jugak ada buat pemeriksaan kesihatan. check blood pressure, body fat mass, glucose and cholesterol test n finally dapat sikit kaunseling..(dari lecturer and final year student.. tapi student2 3rd year pun akhirnya ditarik untuk bagi kaunseling.. sebab nak cepatkan masa.. habislah..)

n akhir sekali dapat gift. limited edition tu. kami pun tak pernah dapat tu. ok, jeles. haha..

n masa tu jugak ada pameran ala2 tampal poster tu dan juga demonstrasi buat ubat, macam biasa. boleh tengok macam mana kami buat ubat (manual). even sekarang orang dah pakai yg auto je, mesin, tak ada yang manual2 ni. tapi untuk pengetahuan. itz really2 helpful. =)

ok, ini adalah gambar candid. sila abaikan ekspressi yang teruk.gagaga.

TQ semua.. luv u all.. <3

ok, ni cenderahati, heeee

 dalam perjalanan balik.. my old place. lalu changlun. my place masa study matrik dulu. ok, rindu sangat.. 

:'(

KATA 1: banyak sangat gambar. tak mampu masukkan semua. ok, lepas ni boleh tukar blog jadi album..